You might struggle with self-hatred due to negative self-perceptions, past experiences, and unrealistic expectations. It’s essential to recognize that self-hate is a common human experience that can be overcome, and understanding its roots is the first step towards healing and embracing self-compassion. Remember, you are not alone; there is hope for positive change.
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Signs of Self-Hatred
Self-hatred may show up in your internal thinking patterns, such as having feelings of low-self-esteem, jealousy, or fears of dreaming big. Self-hatred may also show up in how you interact with others, such as constantly seeking approval, trying to always fit in, or avoiding making positive connections.
Signs of self-hatred may include:
- All-or-nothing thinking: All-or-nothing thinking is a common cognitive distortion of those with depressive struggles.1 All-or-nothing thinking may look like seeing experiences in extremes, rather than being able to see nuances in perspective.
- Focus on the negative: Self-hatred may encourage you to only focus on negative aspects about yourself and others. You may notice a tendency to overlook positive aspects of situations, as you have become used to highlighting negative characteristics and engaging in negative self-talk.
- Low self-esteem: People with self-hatred often struggle with feelings of low self-esteem, as they establish patterns of highlighting their faults and flaws.
- Seeking approval: Self-hatred may cause you to seek the approval of others and develop people-pleasing behaviors. The fear of other’s rejections may seem so scary that seeking approval turns into developing patterns of perfectionism to appease other people’s needs over your own.
- Can’t accept compliments: Accepting compliments is difficult for people with self-hatred as they find it hard to believe anything is good about who they are. This may cause you to reject or try to disprove compliments given by loved ones.
- Trying to fit in: Self-hatred may encourage you to conform to the expectations of others, as the fear of being your authentic self carries too much of a risk of rejection.
- Taking criticism personally: Personalization is a common cognitive distortion of those with depression.1 Personalization may look like taking other people’s thoughts or comments as personal criticisms and judgments.
- Often feeling jealous: Feelings of jealousy are common in individuals with self-hatred, as they feel envious of others who have positive relationships with themselves and their loved ones.
- Fearful of positive connections: Self-hatred can encourage you to become fearful of positive connections as you doubt your capacity to maintain healthy relationships. Developing a positive connection now only means that you will need to maintain another person’s expectations of you.
- Throwing pity parties for yourself: You may find yourself throwing pity parties when you have a pattern of self-hatred, as each negative life circumstance only feels like proof that things never turn out your way.
- Afraid to dream big: Self-hatred can encourage fears of setting and maintaining short- and long-term goals. You may doubt your capacity to fulfill these goals, and so the fear of even setting goals becomes too overwhelming to approach.
Why Do I Hate Myself?
Self-hatred can emerge from various factors, making it unique for each individual. Negative experiences, criticism from others, or early childhood traumas can all contribute to low self-esteem. Mental health issues like depression, anxiety, or body image concerns may intensify self-loathing. Environmental influences, such as societal pressure or unrealistic standards, can also play a role.
Reasons you may hate yourself include:
Past Trauma & Negative Experiences
Childhood traumatic events or negative experiences can leave deep emotional scars, leading to feelings of unworthiness and self-blame. Whether it’s abuse, bullying, or significant losses, these incidents can create a distorted self-perception, making it challenging to embrace self-love.2
Unrealistic Expectations & Social Comparisons
Comparing ourselves to others and striving for unattainable standards often leads to feelings of inadequacy and self-criticism. This is especially true today, as social media has a huge impact on self-esteem. People showcase their best moments, and it’s easy to feel like we don’t measure up, triggering self-hatred.
Internalizing External Criticism
Constantly absorbing negative feedback from others without having the tools to filter it out can lead to adopting these criticisms as our own, causing self-hate.3 This is especially true for the messages we received during our formative years. Constant criticism or childhood emotional neglect may develop a harsh inner critic, perpetuating self-hate into adulthood.3
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Mental Health Disorders
Mental health disorders can significantly contribute to self-hatred by distorting one’s perception of oneself. Conditions like depression, anxiety, body dysmorphia, and eating disorders can magnify self-critical thoughts and undermine self-esteem, fostering a cycle of negative self-perception and reinforcing feelings of unworthiness. These disorders often create barriers to self-acceptance and make it difficult for individuals to cultivate self-compassion and a positive self-image.
Guilt & Shame Over Past Actions
Guilt and shame over past actions can play a substantial role in fostering self-hatred. When people dwell on mistakes or regrettable choices, it can lead to a persistent belief that they are inherently flawed or undeserving of self-acceptance. This cycle of self-blame can intensify feelings of worthlessness and erode self-esteem, making it challenging to break free from the grip of self-hatred. Addressing and processing these emotions is essential for fostering self-forgiveness and cultivating a healthier self-relationship.
Lack of Self-Compassion & Self-Forgiveness
A lack of self-compassion and self-forgiveness plays a pivotal role in nurturing self-hatred. When individuals are unable to extend the same understanding and kindness to themselves as they would to others, they create an environment of self-criticism and negativity. This absence of self-compassion intensifies self-blame, hinders personal growth, and reinforces feelings of inadequacy. Cultivating self-compassion involves treating oneself with empathy, recognizing imperfections as part of the human experience, and learning to forgive oneself for past mistakes. This shift towards self-acceptance is vital in breaking the cycle of self-hatred.
Negative Self-Image
A negative self-image is a significant contributor to self-hatred, as it distorts how individuals perceive themselves. When they consistently focus on perceived flaws and shortcomings, it reinforces a critical view of themselves. This skewed self-perception fosters self-doubt, lowers self-esteem, and makes it difficult to embrace self-acceptance. Overcoming self-hatred involves challenging these negative self-perceptions, acknowledging strengths and qualities, and gradually shifting towards a more balanced and positive self-image.
Fear of Rejection & Abandonment
The fear of rejection and abandonment issues can strongly fuel self-hatred by making people believe they are unworthy of love and acceptance. This fear can lead to seeking constant validation from others, and when that validation is not received, it reinforces feelings of inadequacy and self-loathing. This cycle of seeking external approval and fearing rejection hinders the development of genuine self-esteem and prevents people from recognizing their inherent worthiness. Breaking free from this pattern involves building self-confidence, understanding that self-worth isn’t solely determined by external opinions, and fostering a sense of self-acceptance that doesn’t depend on others’ validation.
Feeling Helpless or Powerless
Feeling helpless or powerless can significantly contribute to self-hatred by fostering a sense of frustration and inadequacy. When people perceive themselves as unable to control their circumstances or improve their lives, it can lead to self-directed anger and blame. This internalized frustration reinforces the belief that they are fundamentally flawed, intensifying self-hatred. Overcoming this involves recognizing that personal growth and change are possible, developing a sense of agency, and seeking support to navigate challenges. Empowering oneself can break the cycle of helplessness and foster a healthier self-relationship.
Why Hating Yourself Is So Harmful
Hating yourself can devastate various aspects of daily life, overtly and subtly. It can lead to constant emotional distress, eroding self-esteem, and hindering personal growth. On a larger scale, self-hatred can manifest into self-destructive behaviors and mental health issues, affecting relationships, work performance, and overall well-being.
Some harmful impacts of hating yourself include:
- Mental health struggles: Self-hatred is closely linked to depression, anxiety, and other mental health disorders, making it challenging to find joy or motivation in life.
- Self-isolation: Feeling unworthy of love and connection, individuals may withdraw from social interactions, leading to loneliness and further reinforcing self-hate.
- Impaired relationships: Self-hatred can lead to difficulties in forming and maintaining healthy relationships, as people may struggle to believe they deserve love and respect.
- Academic or professional underperformance: Negative self-perceptions may hinder success in academics or careers, impacting productivity and opportunities for growth.
- Body image dissatisfaction: Self-hate can lead to body dysmorphia and eating disorders, affecting physical health and overall well-being.
- Risk of self-harm or suicidal Ideation: In severe cases, self-hatred may lead to self-harming behaviors or suicidal thoughts, putting the individual’s life at risk.
- Inability to set boundaries: A lack of self-compassion can make establishing healthy boundaries with others difficult, leading to potential exploitation or mistreatment.
- Fear of taking risks: Feeling undeserving of success or happiness, people may avoid pursuing their dreams, limiting personal growth and fulfillment.
- Chronic stress and emotional exhaustion: Constant self-criticism can lead to chronic stress and emotional exhaustion, negatively impacting physical health.
- Limited enjoyment in life: Hating oneself can prevent someone from experiencing joy, pleasure, and satisfaction in life’s moments, leading to a dull and unfulfilling existence.
How to Stop Hating Yourself
Stopping self-hatred requires a combination of immediate relief and long-term efforts toward self-compassion. To find immediate relief, practice grounding exercises, deep breathing, or engage in activities that bring temporary joy. For long-term relief, it’s essential to address the root causes of self-hatred, seek professional help if needed, and commit to practicing self-care and self-acceptance consistently.
Here are 15 tips for how to stop hating yourself:
1. Practice Self-Care (Even When You Don’t Want To)
Self-care is a fundamental practice, particularly when you’re grappling with feelings of unworthiness or overwhelmed by self-hatred. It involves intentionally engaging in activities that cater to your physical, emotional, and mental well-being. This could mean taking a leisurely walk, practicing mindfulness meditation, indulging in a favorite hobby, or simply dedicating time to relax. When practicing self-care, it’s important to treat yourself with the same kindness and compassion that you might offer to a close friend.
2. Explore the Cause in Therapy
Seeking therapy can be instrumental in understanding the root causes of self-hatred and addressing underlying issues. Cognitive-behavioral therapy (CBT) can help challenge negative thought patterns, while psychodynamic therapy may explore past experiences shaping self-perception. A supportive therapist can guide you on a path toward healing and self-acceptance.
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3. Challenge Negative Self-Talk
Developing self-awareness around your inner dialogue is pivotal. Take notice of self-critical thoughts that arise and consciously challenge them. When you catch yourself engaging in self-blame or negativity, it’s an opportunity to intervene with positive affirmations and gentle self-talk. Instead of accepting these harmful thoughts as truths, actively replace them with positive affirmations that remind you of your worth, capabilities, and strengths. This practice isn’t about denying your struggles but rather about balancing your perspective.
4. Embrace Imperfections & Mistakes
Recognizing that perfection is unattainable is a significant step toward combating self-hatred. Everyone, regardless of appearance, grapples with imperfections and makes mistakes—it’s an innate part of the human experience. Rather than viewing these missteps as validation for self-hate, it’s empowering to perceive them as chances for growth and learning. Embracing imperfections shifts your perspective, allowing you to see them as valuable experiences that contribute to personal development.
5. Set Realistic Goals & Celebrate Small Achievements
Creating achievable goals is a strategy that promotes self-esteem and counteracts self-hatred. It’s important to set goals that are within your reach and reflect your current capabilities. By doing so, you create a path that’s realistic and attainable. Equally crucial is acknowledging every step along the way, no matter how small. Celebrating minor accomplishments might seem inconsequential, but each achievement contributes to your progress.
6. Surround Yourself With Supportive People
Creating a supportive network is instrumental in combating self-hatred. Establishing connections with friends and family or joining support groups provides a valuable cushion of understanding and encouragement. These individuals and groups can serve as a source of validation and reassurance, countering the isolating effects of self-hatred. The act of sharing your thoughts and experiences with empathetic listeners can offer a fresh perspective, reminding you that you’re not alone in your struggles.
7. Practice Mindfulness
Mindfulness is a transformative practice that can significantly contribute to overcoming self-hatred. By engaging in mindfulness, you’re fostering a heightened self-awareness beyond the superficial layers of your thoughts and emotions. When you are going down a self-hatred spiral, try to sit down and practice mindful breathing instead. Meditation apps, such as Headspace, make practicing mindfulness simple and accessible.
8. Try to Observe Your Thoughts From the Outside
With self-hatred, it is easy to become stuck in unhelpful thought loops which only lead to ruminative episodes. Observing thoughts from the outside can help you create a new perspective for some of your negative thought patterns. For example, ask yourself, “What would a fly on the wall say about this situation?” or, “What might my best friend say about this situation?” Exploring what else could be true instead of getting stuck in unhelpful thought loops might help you widen your perspective around self-hatred.
9. Learn How to Say “No”
If you struggle with self-hatred, it is likely that you also struggle with people-pleasing tendencies. It may be difficult to say no or express your needs to others because of the fear of rejection. Saying “no” can look different depending on the context because the boundaries you hold can vary with environments and situations. You may find that you need to be more direct with certain people than with others, or in certain situations.
Here are some examples for how to say “no”:
- Thank you for expressing your opinion. I think that I am thinking differently about this topic. My opinion is xyz, but I still appreciate hearing what you have to say.
- Thank you for inviting me to that event. It means a lot that you want me around. I have some other commitments that have to take priority, but maybe I could join you next time.
- I am not interested in participating. Thank you for asking.
- I am not able to commit to that at this time, but I may be able to in the future.
- I can’t help you with xyz, but I could help with abc. Let me know what your deadline is and we can talk about when I can help with abc.
10. Get Better Sleep
Studies indicate that better quality sleep is linked with an improvement in mental health, specifically lessened anxiety, depression, and ruminative symptoms.4 Getting better sleep might look like developing a nighttime routine, such as eating dinner, doing skincare, and preparing the bedroom for rest. Preparing your bedroom for good sleep might include setting colder temperatures, limiting distractions, turning off lights, or using white noise machines for gentle stimulation.
11. Lower Your Expectations for Yourself
Self-hatred may present with high expectations and perfectionism. Some studies indicate the importance of lowering unrealistic standards, viewing failure as a pathway for growth, and practicing self-compassion instead of self-blame.5 Lowering expectations for yourself might look like taking the time for reflection at the beginning of the day to check in with yourself. Setting priorities for the day in a compassionate way might look like accepting that some days you may be able to be more productive than others.
Here are some self-affirmations for lowering your self-expectations:
- Some days I may be able to produce more work than others. Today, I will practice being self-compassionate toward my need for rest.
- Sometimes I can be my own worst critic. Today, I will practice finding the good aspects of myself and my character, rather than my flaws.
- I know my expectations of myself can be high. Today, I will practice minimizing expectations and exploring my worth outside of productivity.
- Today I will prioritize rest and save responsibilities for tomorrow.
- Today I will acknowledge how my mistakes have led me toward growth.
12. Journal to Reflect on Your Triggers
Journaling is a low-cost and effective way to identify your triggers for self-hatred. You can practice journaling through guided or non-guided means. You might also want to experiment with the times when journaling about your self-hatred is most productive, such as early in the morning or in the evening before bed. You may want to pick a time when triggers seem to be at their worst, so that you can identify and recognize patterns in your negative thoughts.
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13. Learn More About (and Start Practicing) Self-Compassion
Some studies suggest self-compassion as an intervention for perfectionistic and self-critical tendencies.5 Examples of self-compassionate practice might include gentle awareness instead of avoiding emotions, seeking support rather than isolation, and developing kindness instead of automatic judgment for self and others.5 Other strategies for self-compassion might focus on widening your perspective, such as loving-kindness meditations on common humanity.6
Some experts conceptualize self-compassion as a tool for relational healing.6 For example, recognizing common humanity means recognizing that everyone experiences pain and joy, and these experiences are larger than one person’s perspective.6 Self-hatred is focused on the self and isolation, but shared humanity reminds us that everyone experiences personal inadequacies.6
14. Engage in Activities You Enjoy
Engaging in activities that ignite joy and fulfillment is a crucial strategy for battling self-hatred. When you participate in hobbies or pursuits that resonate with your passions, you’re actively cultivating positive experiences. These moments of enjoyment act as counterweights to the negative emotions often associated with self-hatred. Participating in activities you love contributes to a sense of accomplishment and self-worth.
15. Forgive Yourself
Forgiving yourself and acknowledging that making mistakes is an inherent part of the human experience is a crucial mindset shift in combating self-hatred. When you recognize that no one is exempt from errors, you’re placing your own struggles in a universal context. This realization can be liberating, as it dismantles the notion that your imperfections are unique or unforgivable.
When to Seek Professional Support for Self-Hatred
If self-hatred significantly impacts daily life, relationships, or overall well-being, seeking professional help is crucial. Signs that indicate the need for support include persistent feelings of hopelessness, self-destructive behaviors, or thoughts of self-harm. Additionally, seeking compassion-focused therapy is essential if attempts to overcome self-hatred on your own have been ineffective.
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Frequently Asked Questions
How Common Is It to Hate Yourself?
Hating oneself is more common than many people may realize. According to research, self-hatred, or feelings of intense self-dislike, is prevalent among individuals with various mental health challenges, such as depression and anxiety.7 One study reported that over 80% of participants with depression also struggled with self-disgust/contempt.8 Another study reported a high correlation between worthlessness and patients with depression.9
Specific populations, such as adolescents and young adults, are particularly vulnerable to self-hatred due to the pressures of academic performance, peer comparison, and social media’s influence on mental health. Additionally, those who have experienced trauma or adverse childhood experiences may be at a higher risk of developing self-hatred. However, it’s crucial to note that self-hatred can affect individuals from all walks of life and ages.
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